Hello, i am from the north of Mexico, i write this to vent this part of me a little, plus I was thinking too much about her while studying for my exam, I fell in love with a friend in 2022 and decided to "deny" those feelings towards her to preserve the friendship we have had since almost 5 years ago, I also point out that she never hinted or anything, it was just me who fell in love, curiously she thought that I had a girlfriend because every time I leave the university, I am accompanied by a friend from the university, I I fell in love with my crush because of her education, intelligence and sweetness, she is truly one of the most educated people I have ever met, I have never said anything about my feelings towards her, because even if they say no, if a person likes her He says that someone else likes him and the other person says that it's better to be friends and stay on good terms, nothing will be the same, sometimes I think about what would have happened if I had told him about my crush, it is also worth clarifying that at no time could I see some hint on her part, I remember in the climax of my infatuation that I even dreamed about her twice, in one dream I don't know if it was me who was marrying her or if I was just near the altar, and in the other I was going to marry her give some chocolates, flowers and a pocket infinite energy charger (typical things in dreams) and then I met her best friend who is also my friend and she asked me who it was for and I told her that for any woman, (I'm afraid to tell her too) and then I woke up, but well, I was already distracted from the study for a while, as a curiosity and as an extra, there is an image that I will be attaching that has been generated by artificial intelligence by a deviantart user and curiously it looks a lot like my crush, thanks for reading and I will continue studying.
(to finish, I am studying English, but I think the translator is more convenient for now to express my ideas well, I hope you have a wonderful life).